today was pretty chill. first went to north county with keshia and bianca .. bought clothes but didnt get the shit we went there for. then headed to utc. still no luck. then jolibee. yumz. then work with tori and jessi plus eliot i guess. AND NO BIANCA, THOSE HOMO LOOKS WERE FOR YOU NOT FOR KESHIA. haha. work was fun overall. made some stripper money and what not. forreal, check out my wallet. if someone stole that.. they’d think i was a straight up stripper.
since everyones writing about their first day.. i will too
junior year is going to be.. eh. im not that excited. i have addlemen 1st period with the nigggaz dj andrew and if you consider christian cole a nigga. hahahah. jk. 2nd period i have functions with thurston. shes such a weirdo! i could not stop laughing. i have pretty chill people in that class except for the fact that majority of them are seniors! 3rd period i have burnett.. i already know im gonna hate her and fail. 4th period i have history with morse. doren derreck aimee stefan heris ac john carlos and a grip of other people are in that class. excited! 5th period with annie tran and lai lai. then 6th period volleyball. todays practice was so lame. i wanted to cry during it. haha idk why.
but this summer was probably one of the best! Got closer to a whole different group of friends (bcp<3), got a fucking job, met some fun co workers.. they’re like my second family, didn’t get grounded, went out almost everyday, made bank, got fat haha. all that good stuff<3 i wish i hung out with everyone else though. i miss carlos and them. and jennifer. and yeah. especially leah and annie! but we had those 2 ppc + c days so its all gooody.
sorry my blog isnt all cutez like chalmers. heh.
I’ve been really annoyed today.
I had work today 1-5 and i thought it was gonna be fun since im working with deryl.. and he’s usually fun. but he was in a bad mood so that killed my mood. and then i had to work with sonya! the second laziest bitch there is at cold stone. usually when we wait for customers.. we sit in the back and when we hear a “beep beep” that means someone walked through the door so we all have to go out and help them. but sonya likes to just go straight to the dishes and ignores the customers so im the only one helping them! and she just trys to keep herself busy so she doesnt have to do that stuff. helping customers aint that easy, they get impatient. trust me.. its like diner dash. haha. but forreal it was made me really mad cause i was alone helping customers and trying to do my other work at the same time. while she sits in the back and texts or does dishes. i mean cool, you’re doing dishes woohoo. but i mean customers are first priority. so help them before you finsh your other job, naaahmean. and im not like keshia. i can’t just call her out on it. im too pussy. but fuck it. she’ll jsut end up getting a bad employee report. sucker.
This summer was seriously the best summer so far. I went out almost every single day! Loves it! Beginning of Summer was all about Del Mar Fair (4 or 5 times and mostly with leah) hot heat practice with the team, poopgirls<3, Webcam parties, swimming at stefs, chillin at stefs, huukasessions @ james, going to sonic, shopping with ppc, brians bonfire, ppc, pingpong itself, WingsNThings, getting closer to the boys, now talking like a boy, random phrases, james’ air conditioned room/stefans really hot small room, and ending the summer off with parties that included the first of times being seriously intoxicated and crazy AND winning at BP with TEAM SHAT. I seriously experienced a lot this summer, like, the first time going to Plaza bonita, Sonic, Active, ..Chasers? Feeding ducks at miramar, the view with PPC, hah and other places that I can’t remember right now. Applying for jobs but failing at every store me and Cklaire applied at. But, now its gay and back to school, being busy after school, homework, all that lame-o stuff.
I went through some emotional shit too, that I couldn’t admit to before. But I’m not gona lie. I was pretty sad in the beginning to almost the mid end of summer? Lowkey missing my boo(s)’ company. Like.. falling asleep on the phone, coming over randomly and taking super quick naps, talking online all night, random trips/adventures. I guess I wasn’t used to feeling so alone and not liking anyone. I may think people are cute and like amazing but I really had no real connection with any of them. It kind of made me understand that I don’t need to be with anyone to be happy. I went through family problems and at one point hit rock bottom on the lowkey. But I kept it pushin and kept a smile on my face the whole time.
I seriously had the best of friends to keep me company and happy, PPC + C & poop<3. Definitely the summer with the LEAST drama! You guys really mean so much to me and thanks for being apart of thee best summer in my life thus far! I really really love you guys! (no homo<3)
i feel loved.
Yesterday was chill. At first i woke up and did not wanna be home.. luckily deryl came to the rescue and called me in to work. i was suppose to work 12:30 to 5 but i ended up working 12:30 to 6:30. its all good though. after i went to the game. not gonna lie, that was horrible! hahaha. then i hung out with jobro for a little after. talked and what not hahaha. then it was 1030 so i didnt wanna be home alone so i went to cold stone and then went to trishas house and she helped a nigga out ;p i went home.. waiting for my parents to come home and then my brother calls and says hes gonna sleep at his friends house then my mom called me and said i could sleep at “bianca’s house” haha so i dropped my car off there and doren and bianca came and got me. walked to dons. joseph came.. we picked up trisha. he left. we all sat in a circle and talked. joseph jed and glenn came again. talked and what not.. hahaha. they left. hung out in dons room.. chalmer had a grip of jokes haha. oh ex booboo<3 then don’s scary dad .. was scary. slept in don’s room with trisha and jon.. had typical girl talks. while i bet jon was listening to them.. haha. i ended up sleeping for 2 hours then we all walked to breen to watch the sunrise. the ate at mickeyd’s after. yum, i actually finished that shit. then i went home.. and still haven’t slept! fml. running on 2 hours of sleep today. and i have work later tonight. fuck.
a drunk boy.
This morning i had to take lani to practice.. when i wasn’t even going to practice -__- oh well, its all good. I skipped practice today to go help deryl give a tour of cold stone to little kids. it was cutez. I had to teach all of them how to make ice cream and crap like that. Then this little girl kept hugging deryl.. and shes pretty short so her head was at his penis. He said if she kept moving.. he would of popped one hahahah. oh man. Then i dipped and went to practice to get my jersey and ended up helping out the freshmen. Little vivian is so cutez! shes the smallest one on the freshmen team. After practice i went with colleen and melissa to jamba then went home. Work 5-c. Worked with my favorite white girl everrrr. We danced for tip. made 10 dollllaaahs tonight<3 then boo boo #031609 came to visit then i had to kick them out just so we can clean. woohoo. tiring day.